December 2011
91 posts
I can honestly say that waiting for you was one of the most stressful things I have ever come across but, it’ll always be the most exhilarating thing I’ve ever accomplished.
Real or Fake
The one song I showed you that meant something you go and give it to that motherfucker? Well fuck you.
In my dream you are mine, but in my life you are a...
“Life is crazy you have the moments when you feel at top of everything because...”
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You hurt me and I deserve better.
So why are you still in my head?
You’ve manipulated, used, and lied to me.
Hope it was worth it.
No matter what these letters, cards, and messages say I can’t believe them. I can’t get my mind around that what we had was real. I just feel so stupid. You were a really big part of my life. What with all of the craziness surrounding us, those horribly lonely months in summer, the tension in fall, and now the hope in winter which fell apart. I hate this. I miss knowing you won’t be...
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Listen
Are you proud of what you done?
Martins vs Goblins
Have you ever read something that killed you...
Like a text message or someone’s status. Everything was going fine until you accidentally came across something you didn’t want to read. Or found out something you were better off not knowing. It’s almost as if it was posted just to purposely hurt you. But you constantly read it over and over again to torture yourself. It sucks how one little thing can ruin your whole day.
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I can’t laugh without my ribs hurting. My whole body is sore. I’m not sure if its because I haven’t really been eating or the lack of sleep these past days. I’m doing things that I’m going to regret later on but I don’t care anymore. It helps my mind get away from the shit that hurts, but no matter what I do I have to set my mind on that I have to face the...
Repeating from 2 years ago. But this time it’s just completely bullshit.
Get away.
So I just canceled my hotel room for new years since I’m not going to need it anymore, and bought a ticket to go to Australia on Saturday.
Sooo
I took the test for the Marines. I got a 48 out of 50. I think its out of 50 but all I know is that you needed a 31 to pass. Now I have to take another test for what type of jobs I can get in the Marines.
If everything goes right I’ll be leaving in August.